大爆炸

2018年開始尋找能讓心靈平靜與增加自我認同的方法，過程中看了很多表演與展覽，也閱讀了不少書籍，2023年受人啟發，踏上繪畫的道路。

一開始把作品當作情緒的出口，一股腦地把直覺的想法化作顏料倒上畫布，漸漸地創作的心態變了，現在是慢慢地思考想要的感覺，用更多的時間選色與雕琢細節。

會發現這點，是因為最近在選色上不太常用紅色、黑色和紫色系，但早期的作品卻時常使用，甚至發現自己不太會用這些色系了，畫出來沒有強烈共鳴，或是抓不到想要的呈現。

找到平靜，是我的結論，比起之前時常在深夜感到無助或煩躁的怒火，現在已經很久沒有那種感覺，對於生活的感受也變多了，會去欣賞一些平常的事物，從中找到溫暖和快樂，這樣的自己我很喜歡，以後要繼續保持。

In 2018, I began to look for ways to calm my mind and increase my self-identity. In the process, I watched many performances and exhibitions, and read many books. In 2023, I was inspired by others and embarked on the road of painting. At first, I regarded the work as an outlet for my emotions, and turned my intuitive thoughts into paint and poured them on the canvas. Gradually, my creative mentality changed. Now I slowly think about the desired feeling, and spend more time selecting colors and Carved details.

I discovered this because I have not often used red, black and purple in color selection recently, but I often used them in my early works. I even found that I was not very good at using these colors. The paintings did not have strong resonance, or Can't get the desired presentation. Finding peace is my conclusion. Compared with the helpless or irritable anger that I often felt late at night, I haven’t felt that way for a long time now. I have more feelings about life. I will appreciate some ordinary things and find warmth in them. and happy, I like myself very much and will continue to maintain it in the future.